Category: Art

  • figuring it out

    figuring it out

    Greetings.

    A few exciting things coming up:

    • I pitched a residency project to The Lookout Arts Quarry which was accepted. I’m getting my guts ready to create the work for a show called “PLASTIC ANGST,” date to be announced soon (likely end of May or early June). Stay posted!
    • I was accepted for the 2026 Whatcom Artists Studio Tour and the first popup tour is happening weekend of May 16–17. If you’re around Bellingham that weekend it will be a good chance to come visit me and other artists around the area.

    More in the hopper which I will inform you of soon.

    Now some art.

    Since the show I mentioned in my last update has happened I can share the art now …

    It was very special to do the art that got used for the cover of this limited-release tape for the bands DUOS and Sceneric, produced by Kelly at Something Else Studio. All of us people orbiting Make.Shift, which I know I have mentioned many times as a great little community arts nonprofit here in town.

    Make.Shift has been a healing place for me to be on the other side of dealing with some bad faith “collaborators,” and I’m glad to be taking part in more community art again after all everything I’ve been through.

    We set the painting up in the concert space for people to experience during the show, which added a fun visual element which isn’t typical of this kind of environment.

    It is a good challenge for me, learning how to engage with fellow artists in ways that makes all of our work more interesting and rich to experience.

    I keep running into a norm that keeps yielding many frustrations, however. Can you guess what it is?

    the limited-release sticker I made to commemorate the project

    You may have guessed.

    EVERYONE IS ON INSTAGRAM.

    And they like to promote each other across Instagram.

    If you don’t have Instagram, you’re operating on a somewhat different wavelength than a lot of the artist community I keep rubbing shoulders with. People kind of don’t really know what to do with you.

    Are you even real if you’re not on Instagram?

    I understand if I am going to develop the kind of strategy that makes being off Instagram work for me, I have to stay off Instagram and figure it out.

    So far I have not been stopped from making more art in more places, so I suppose I am on the right track.

    —Adrien

  • transcending what was stolen

    transcending what was stolen

    Hi there.

    Lots is happening behind the scenes that I won’t be saying much about just yet.

    I will say that if experiencing and supporting local independent music is your thing you should definitely mark down this show on April 10 where a couple Bellingham bands are releasing a special limited-edition tape, which I have contributed art for.

    It’s a unique project and being there for this show will be a one of a kind experience. I will be there with a limited release sticker made specifically to commemorate the project.

    Local art done from a genuine place is more important than ever from my perspective.

    Important enough, apparently, to warrant theft?

    It would seem to be the case.

    A little art piece was stolen in the last couple weeks from the wall display outside my studio. Quite a bummer.

    The folks at Make.Shift were very sweet and made a public post inviting the person who stole it to bring it back with a promise not to be mean.

    This is the piece in question …

    As I said to them (and they shared in their post), I think the thief had pretty good taste, and maybe I would have stolen it too. 😉

    Joking aside, that stung. It was very much intentionally taken off the wall on purpose by someone who thought that was fine to do. I’ve had some hooligans deface some of my art before so it isn’t new to me when something like this happens, but it is always not cool when it does.

    As stupid as it is when something like original art gets stolen, it has brought up an opportunity for me to reflect on a theme that has been pretty big in my life—and the lives of many, unfortunately.

    How do we relate to experiences of having our heartfelt creations and contributions to the world stolen, degraded, or otherwise disrespected in some way?

    How do we turn these experiences from ones that tear us down into ways for us to claim and express our power?

    I’m still figuring out the answer.

    One of the things my artistic practice continues to teach me is that absolutely everything I experience is part of the raw material that I get to choose how to turn into art.

    That includes when my art is stolen.

    A whole lot of my art has been stolen.

    One thing that was actually pretty nice about this most recent experience of having my art stolen is that when I told some of my community what happened, they were upset for me, and wanted to help amend the situation.

    That’s something I learned somewhere along the lines not to expect. Too much hanging around people who viewed me as a commodity rather than a person will do that.

    It’s got me realizing something very important:

    When something gets stolen or destroyed, it isn’t the end of the story.

    It’s the instigating incident.

    The catalyst.

    It’s ok if there’s a delay to realizing that fact.

    Theft of something heartfelt causes a sort of chemical reaction that leads to grief.

    Grief, when wielded with courage, is a raw sort of power. Potential energy waiting to be materialized.

    Knowing I’m committed not to dissociate from what I feel about everything I’ve been through means that that latent power won’t go unexpressed.

    It almost makes me feel bad for anyone who thought stealing my work was going to shut me down.

    —Adrien

  • liver

    liver

    It’s an update! Hello.

    I’m writing it at an hour of day in which I’m used to the impending darkness looming much more large. Daylight Savings time changes never have a subtle impact on me.

    Call me sensitive, that’s fine. Sensitive people are the ones connected enough to reality to do something about it.

    I’m still getting nuggets of interesting community feedback on the heels of my recent art show. Including this compliment (I’m interpreting as a compliment anyway) that I just can’t get out of my head.

    I ran into someone at a metal show who knew who I was from my art show, and they told me I was like “the liver of Bellingham.”

    I’m really not sure why it made me feel so seen.

    Like much interesting art, it’s a statement that might be better off not being explained.

    DETOX PROTOCOL, acrylic on canvas, 8″ x 10″. Just a little guy.

    On another note, more than 400 people came to opening night of the skateboard art show.

    Now that it has been revealed to the public, I’ll show you the skateboard I made (which started as two half skateboards I picked up from Unknown Board Shop next door).

    Nobody has bought it yet (as far as I know) so if you want to raise some funds for a good cause and take this piece home at the end of the month stop by Make.Shift when they’re open. They’re selling the board art starting at $100 with the option of paying more if you so choose.

    At least come see what everybody made—it’s a super fun show.

    One more little detail for this week’s update:

    I have started to nerd out a little harder (yes, it’s always possible to nerd out harder) with my art as it ends up in the hands of other people around the world.

    I have started to create handwritten certificates of authenticity that go with each piece.

    Anyone who already has an art piece who would like a certificate of authenticity from me can reach out for one.

    Original art has no limit to how magical and valuable it can be. So I take that responsibility seriously. 🙂

    That’s what I have to say today.

    Peace,

    Adrien

  • WRECK [and lots of other nuggets]

    WRECK [and lots of other nuggets]

    Hi.

    It’s a good time to be focused on art.

    Today’s post is going to be different from what you’ve seen from me here so far. I’ll start with some updates.

    Today’s the day my show, Medicine of the Forest, comes down.

    I’m very pleased by how it went, the connections that came of it, and, bonus: I even sold four original pieces.

    My current “marketing” strategy (if you can call it that) is very anti-marketing, which essentially means any sale is extra genuine and not begged for.

    Extra-genuine suits my art, and it also describes well the crew who runs the space here.

    Kelly(operations director at Make.Shift), me, and Nikko (executive director at Make.Shift)

    March 7: New art for auction in the Skateboard show.

    If you want another sighting of new art by me in town and to also get a chance to buy it to raise funds for a good cause, I contributed a piece to the upcoming skate park benefit which is taking over the gallery at Make.Shift. The show opens March 7 and will be up for the month. I will keep the art piece a secret for now …

    March 7: Also opening up my studio for art walk!
    I set out a little table of half a dozen or so different stickers during my show last month, and learned through ambient Venmo feedback that folks around these parts really dig my stickers. I’d been meaning to make a bunch of new demon stickers for awhile, so I took this as motivation. If you feel compelled to find your way to my studio during art walk (that’s studio #21) I will have nine new stickers available. But I’m only going to be open until 7:30 or so.

    Here are a few of the stickers that were a hit during my show.

    Back to the figure drawing board

    I recently learned through the current show on display at Voxel Gallery downtown that not only does Bellingham have a regular figure drawing group that meets up, but that I already knew the facilitator from long ago in a different city and a different time of life. It’s pretty cool when that happens in a positive way.

    It’s excellent to get back into figure drawing and kick the rust off.

    Opening in July: Exquisite Corpse art show

    An artist by the name of Suzanne Morlock recently moved to Bellingham and got a bunch of artists in town co-creating through an ocean creature–themed game of exquisite corpse. I made a contribution to this show as well. I’m not yet sure the details but it will be opening in July somewhere in downtown Bellingham.

    Lots more in the works, but I’ll keep the informational updates at that for now. And onto a few other nuggets …

      Featured art piece: WRECK (2012)

      To wrap up this update I will both indulge myself as well as bequeath unto you an art piece of mine that I am vibing with right now, which even includes a little riddle/poem that goes along with it.

      WRECK, 8″x8″ acrylic inks on paper

      watch all the planets
      as they collide
      take your assumptions and push them aside

      keep things in order
      punch the clock
      shove the illusions under a rock

      open the bloodgate
      fix the drain
      this won’t just happen inside your brain

      measure the angle
      count the cost
      if you give up now all will be lost

      build up the shelter
      turn on the heat
      keep all the monsters out of your seat

      take off your clothing
      burn it to ash
      place all conclusions here in the trash

      write down your message
      send it away
      this is the last thing that you’ll ever say

      Closing thoughts

      Now that I have more public-facing work showing up in the community, it’s continuing to provide me with lots of real-time feedback about how I can share my work without succumbing to the constant pressure to be on social media (particularly Instagram).

      I’ll be continuing to pour TLC into this little website and make these updates an extension of the art itself.

      It’s fun to show up in different spaces and be recognized for my work despite having no social media presence.

      We shall see how this continues to go. Thanks for being among the first to participate.

      More good stuff to come,

      —Adrien

    1. cutting the clutter (changing course)

      cutting the clutter (changing course)

      Hello intrepid reader.

      Today’s note is a bit different from previous updates, and marks a shift in my approach to this channel as I tend to it.

      Learning by doing; it’s what happens around here.

      Let’s get into it:

      NEW THOUGHT, acrylic on canvas. 9″ x 12″

      My transition over the last year getting accustomed to staying off social media has me finding different ways to stay up with the artists, bands, creators, and thought leaders I am interested in.

      It’s been a learning experience, and Instagram in particular is where a lot of cool people share all their most timely updates.

      Instagram also gatekeeps you from perusing details of posts if you don’t have an account.

      I still refuse to get back on.

      Recently this lack of social media has me relying more on the following things:

      • In-person encounters (conversations, posters & bulletins, referrals)
      • Email updates
      • Intentional sleuthing online to find out what is happening where
      • REMEMBERING TO PUT THINGS IN MY CALENDAR IMMEDIATELY (because I might never be reminded about it again if I don’t)

      It also has me spending less time on shallow scrolling and more time appreciating things with actual substance to attend to.

      All these learnings have me realizing something important:

      If I want to participate in an ecosystem that doesn’t rely on social media, my own output could stand to be a lot more aligned with the style of engagement that is working well for me personally.

      This means my updates are going to become less frequent (probably once per week) as well as longer (including as many things as I would like to highlight that week), and likely feature more concrete info about things you can check out, as opposed to a single art piece.

      Over time, I would like this to become a place where people who like my art and want to participate in a thriving arts ecosystem can both engage with what I create, as well as discover others (and perhaps get noticed & found via a mention from me).

      It’s possible this is the first shift in a cascade of shifts that will lead me to going fully analog. Who knows??

      What I do know is, art is about beauty, revelation, truth, inspiration, and connection.

      You can expect me to iterate these updates to become more and more aligned—in my imperfect and in-process way—with those ideals.

      And so for now what that means is, fewer emails, which include a different style of information.

      Talk soon!

      Peace,

      Adrien

    2. greg

      greg

      I added a high-quality feature to the hallway outside my studio this past week.

      Art is constantly in dialogue with its context; it’s important to remember the creative possibilities of dabbling in context.

      While this deep basement hallway has neither windows nor airflow, it does in fact have someone who hangs out in a corner of it who knows about taking care of plants in non-optimal conditions.

      Optimizing the non-optimal … I wonder how I got so good at that.

      We’ll see how he does. 🙂

      So far greg is thriving and has me remembering my old plant-filled apartment from back before certain accumulated experiences of harm wrenched my life into the underworld for a time. That time is becoming less and less relevant to my day to day. Good.

      I was often drawing little drawings like this back then, which look great on a wall or a shelf among plant friends.

      Maybe some new ones will start to propagate again before long.

      Even though it was extra cold today and spring has yet to sproing, things feel quietly alive down here.

      It’s probably greg.

      —Adrien

    3. ignorance is temporary

      ignorance is temporary

      One of the things I’ve been profoundly struck by since the opening of my art show on February 6 is how easy it has been to relate to folks of all backgrounds and identities over the subject matter.

      I’ll let these neat slides the gallery staff made explain what and why that is …

      It’s starting to actually feel nothing short of ironic that I’ve been made to feel so “other” my whole life in so many professional, familial, and social circles. Because everything I’m expressing is demonstrating itself to be not just relatable, but fundamental.

      Sure, I’m not everybody’s cup of tea and I’m not trying to be. That’s impossible. However, I’m not an insane and stunted half-person either. I am a reasonable and grounded adult.

      Yesterday I ran into someone who had publicly demeaned me as if I were a mentally unstable child after I got physically assaulted by one of his friends the last time I saw him. He was five feet away from me by the time we noticed each other.

      I looked him in the eye and gave him a nod and the peace sign. His face split into a huge grin that was also a beady-eyed grimace. He said “hi” with a high-pitched self conscious giggle. Strangely (or maybe not strangely), I didn’t feel awkward at all.

      What happened to me in that situation was deeply unjust and it could be argued that it never should have happened.

      However, another way to look at it is that the relationship was warped by ignorance from the start. I frontloaded my discomfort in that relationship. He deferred his.

      That sucked for me for awhile, but it also created a sort of incomplete equation, like a newtonian law of physics, that naturally trends toward eventual resolution.

      Ignorant people with more power than is just have been acting out their misunderstandings of reality for a long time.

      The fact that they believe the bill will never come due doesn’t make them correct; it makes them sloppy and lax in their vigilance and execution.

      In many cases, we don’t even have to explain to them how embarrassingly wrong they are. Because the simple fact that we continue to exist as grounded adults living our lives turns out to be a glitch in logic their warped egos cannot survive.

      How they deal with fixing their bad math is their problem; ours is to continue to participate in life. Humanly, unpretentiously, and collaboratively.

      Cool.

      Is It Getting Greener In Here, Or Is It Just Me? acrylic on canvas, 16″ x 20″

      I painted this piece on St. Patty’s Day when I was living near Joshua Tree in the Mojave Desert. Spring hits different there. I feel lucky to have gotten to experience that place the way I did for the five months of my life I spent there.

      Continue to be cool. We’re doing great.

      —Adrien

    4. Listen to the Living

      Listen to the Living

      Do you listen to the dead
      Or listen to the living?
      Do they both demand of you
      To give and keep on giving?

      Feeding on your every hour
      Absorbing all your strength and power
      Until the day that you have died
      Equally unsatisfied—

      Yes, you could listen to the dead …

      Or, listen to yourself instead.

      That’s a little poem I wrote way back in 2017, to accompany this painting, which is currently featured in my show, Medicine of the Forest.

      Listen to the Living, acrylic and mixed media on 9″x12″ wood panel.

      I used a fun medium on this piece which I haven’t dabbled with in a long time … cold wax. It’s a sort of encaustic wax that you don’t have to heat for it to be malleable. I’m not totally clear on the chemistry of how that even works.

      This is unfortunately true of a lot of the supplies I work with. I know how to use the materials and make stuff turn out cool but I have little depth to my knowledge of what the actual chemistry is.

      Not just how materials function independently, but how they are produced, their impact on water, air, and soil, and how they interact with other materials to create different compounds immediately and over longer periods of time.

      It’s a lot to learn and I have found it intimidating. Mainly because it makes me incrementally more aware of how poorly humanity is stewarding our material reality on a systemic level.

      Every day I learn a little more though. It’s one of my long term goals: to understand the chemistry of the materials I work with so well that that knowledge itself becomes a core component of the art.

      In many ways that has already been the case from the beginning. But there’s a lot of leveling up to do.

      Because the times, they are a-changin’.

      —Adrien

    5. Leave it better than you found it

      Leave it better than you found it

      We’re just over a week since my art show launch (really? only that long??) and it’s amazing how much getting over the hurdle of making my first show in five years visible in the world has energized me.

      A lot of my energy has been directed towards deep cleaning, organizing, repairing old torn canvases and scuffed artworks, and in general just making the spaces I participate in nicer to exist in.

      And on a more metaphysical note, throwing away all the judgmental and degrading opinions that have been clogging up my space.

      When you’re real, there is no “buffer” between peoples’ rudeness and your actual self. Which is why a lot of artists protect themselves with a persona of some kind. Then when that persona gets judged, it’s a sort of armor that defends the real person.

      I was ashamed of myself when I realized life was a costume party and I attended with my real face.

      —Franz Kafka

      People can costume up if they want. In my perspective that feels like treating peak “culture” like some kind of tween drama. It strikes me as both immature and cowardly.

      For better or worse, that’s never been my style and I can confidently say it never will be.

      Have I faced consequences for that? Oh you bet your butt I have.

      But that doesn’t mean I have to get hurt all the time. Another way to deal with it is to develop the kind of self respect that more or less functions as a shop vac for peoples’ bullshit.

      DOWN THE CHUTE, a charcoal drawing I made by my dad’s bedside in his last days while he was dying of cancer.

      The only reason a lot of people are as full of shit as they are is that they’ve never actually stood in front of someone they knew could see all the way through it.

      When you think everyone is too stupid to know you’re not being real, you’re going to treat everyone like they’re too stupid to help you take your stupid mask off.

      Maybe people aren’t stupid; maybe they are too busy doing the hard work of being real to care about the costume party you think they should dress up for to buffer them from the consequence of authenticity.

      And maybe curating a fake face doesn’t make you better than everyone who has the spine to be seen for who they are.

      —Adrien

    6. Old Scene // New Scene

      Old Scene // New Scene

      Hi! Get ready for some more art.

      I’ve been doing standup lately at local bars here and there, not because I’m trying to become a professional comedian but because I’m already funny whether on purpose or not, and it’s an enjoyable way to participate in community over the weird stuff that happens in life. (As well as to practice public speaking skills.)

      It’s been a cool experience gradually befriending folks in that scene. So far I have never done the same material twice and I think they are starting to notice … I am learning that’s actually very uncommon.

      A lot of my content has been orbiting around this thing I have dealt with my whole life where people just assume I am evil and/or trying to hurt them not because I am, but because I’m not following their expected script.

      It has been a ridiculous theme which is old and tired and ready to die. There are other things to joke and laugh about which are gradually taking up more of my minimal airtime at the mic. For example, last time I did an entire set only talking about slugs. It was stupid but we all had fun.

      A lot of people get into different art scenes and it quickly stops becoming about the art and starts becoming about positioning.

      How do I be the one who gets the good spots? The praise? The notoriety? The attention?

      They forget that MOST of what makes any art meaningful is not how cool or smart the “performer” is … it’s that people are willing to engage in good faith.

      The magical sparks of connection and electricity generated in any real art scene come from mutual good faith in both directions. As I have said many times about what makes art ART:

      Presence, not product.

      I made this painting while processing a lot of the things I felt I had in common with my dad while he was still here on this material plane before dying of cancer back in 2023.

      He understood that a real art “scene” doesn’t come from prestige or posturing. It comes from unpretentious authenticity, as well as the courage to actually participate in what it really feels like to be alive.

      This acrylic painting, which I made on his deck with a view before me and my siblings sold his house—his last piece of art he made—is called OLD SCENE // NEW SCENE.

      Much like the entitled judgments that get hurled at me constantly for not following some tired old script are the presumptions of smallminded people who get caught up in the form of art while sacrificing its purpose.

      Which scene do you want to be in?

      One that forces compliance or one that creates opportunity for connection?

      There is always a choice.

      Peace,

      Adrien